Hearing voices is just madness

I am totally crazy at the moment. The voices won’t leave me alone and I feel surrounded by madness. I’ve been seeing things too, particularly when I’m trying to get to sleep. I feel like a small child, scared of the shadows in their bedroom. I’m back on the diazepam which is helping somewhat but it gives me such a hangover that I have missed so much of my studies.

I wish it would all go away but nothing I try seems to work. Distraction and meds are all useless at the minute and I am really scared that I’ll do something bad.

I can’t write any more, can’t concentrate